lets see what have i done, hmmm... nothing nothing and nothing. isn't study week suppose to be a time to be studying, yup it is but what have i been doing i have been sleeping the whole week rite up till 3pm sometimes till 4 pm all those hours i could have spent studying just wasted. is this some kind of punishment or a sign that I've made a mistake choosing this path or is it just me not wanting to do this course.Friends tell me i need to find motivation but where,who,and what do i need to do to find it. Its coming to end of a whole chapter of my entire teenage life and its going to be a whole new chapter of a new beginning of another lifestyle (as people say so). BUT I DON'T GET IT!!!! What seems to be the matter with me. i pretty much have done it again what used to be good results in college have all changed ever since i came to uni, uni has become like primary and secondary school back home where a D or an F was pretty much
normal as i didn't ever care what came into my report card. I mean i did care what for a while when friends would ask what did you get and stuff like that but i never knew that rite after high school that i would end up doing a course that i wouldn't want to be doing.(but when i did it in college it gave me a different picture cause i was getting something i never did during high school or primary i felt that this was a new beginning for me(but turned out to prove me wrong in uni).HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!
