Bad Results = Bad day,life & time

Woke up this morning pretty late, last night I checked my results online for two of my cross unit assignments which I put in 120 hours into it. With an “F” on both of my previous assignments I was so egger to bounce back from the so call “red zone” guess I presumed incorrectly. Think of it this way 60% of my environmental subject is gone and 50% for my Human Resource subject is another goner too now thanks to the cross unit assignment. Oh and not to forget my hospitality and tourism management subject is also going down the drain another two big “F” on that. Come to think of it this whole semester for me is nothing but bad results. Fuck me man what the hell is going wrong with me I never did score this badly when I was doing my diploma why all of a sudden this is happening to me. I was scoring a minimum of 3.0 on my CGPA never once did I drop to a 2.9 on my CGPA. So why is this happening to me, is it some kind of punishment? wtf man... given up on thinking there is god already ever since I was 15 so if he does exist wtf is he trying to say (if he exist) that I’m doing the wrong course yea I might agree on that but its already been good for me for the past one and a half years in it, I really thought this is it I’m on the rite track but all of a sudden I move on to the bachelors degree “bang” results drop WHY ME!!! Maybe I should be a fishermen or something which doesn’t require me to get a degree wtf. Fuck man I wish it would have been me who fell of that window on that foggy night and not tian leng. Why him?????????