say what!!!!

hmmm... been awhile since i posted a blog here where have i been all this while??? anywayz its that time of the semester again EXAM!!! ma hai stress to the max until i had to go and see a doctor... Just few more hours to exams and i'm still online freaking hell arghhhhh.........

Someone said my blog sounds dam EMO

DOES IT SOUND EMO TO YOU ???

Do The Ladies Even Know We Are Looking ??

The other day I was at the café and there were hypes’ of ladies of different lifestyle and wasn’t sure if ladies do know this or not but in my point of view yes they know that guys are looking. To support my theory I decided to sit there and few other places (since I’ve been so free). It started of with a cup of espresso and ended up the day with maragogipe(got high at the end). Sitting there with just a magazine as a cover up, ladies past by and guys sitting all over the place would just somehow or rather get their eyes on the ladies that past by from their head to toe, hell even caught myself checking the chicks out, soon after that the magazine was down and eyes were scanning from top to bottom. But at the end of the day with 8 different coffee’s somewhat came to a conclusion that males have this built in processor in their brain that its a “must” to catch a glimpse of the chick with a way that other people wouldn’t notice not even the girl he is looking at. Hell even saw a guy walking with his wife catching a glimpse of the ladies... holy crap he is one heck of a bold guy. But isn’t it the ladies fault for dressing up too sexy? Or are they seeking attention? OR....?????

ITHM!!!!

Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!!! ITHM like so going to fail didn’t even bother to study it. Top it of I wrote shit in the paper. I was so not in the mood to do the paper the question were like so freaking hard had to sit thru the entire fifteen questions cracking my head into writing crap in the paper which obviously didn’t make any sense into what I was writing. Even I myself didn’t understand what I wrote I wonder what the assessor might think. He/she might think of it as one wasted student who gained absolutely nothing the entire four month. Wtf this means I’m going to repeat the paper again next semester. Will have to wait and see next month when the results are due out. 已经不要关心

Marketing Exam!!!

Walked in the exam hall so freaking confidently that this might be a set back for the odds by exambet.com (so confident till I forgot to take my student ID with me on that day). Anyway with that aside, exam started I was on the first page still when I heard everyone else in the exam hall started flipping pages already….wtf I panicked and went totally blank thru out the entire exam all the hours of last minute studying just vanished to top it of the first person walked out of the hall in less then 45 minutes. What a quick witted guy, I thought to myself. To cut the long story shorter, I walked out of the class in an hour ten minutes from the time the exam started. Instate of a happy feeling, this time I walked out with a scary feeling that ExamBets.blogspot.com will actually proof me rite that I will fail.

HR exam!!!

Wakakka.... should have people betting on the odds man... I would be bankrupt by now already but well there seems to not be any comments on it so who cares. Today's exam was on the edge for me but surprisingly i was so happy when i was walking home.... gee, i wonder why????

Odds For My Exam

Blog administrator and I decided to put up an odds for myslef since my results in uni havent been proving anything to me and besides that i know that not even a single person does read my blog accept me
so here is a link to the odds by Exambets.com (click on this link typing it on the address bar wont get you there)

well the odds pretty much speaks for its self doesn't it that i'm never going to make it in this course. So pretty much to be not expected by myself of this course.

Study Week Sucks!!

lets see what have i done, hmmm... nothing nothing and nothing. isn't study week suppose to be a time to be studying, yup it is but what have i been doing i have been sleeping the whole week rite up till 3pm sometimes till 4 pm all those hours i could have spent studying just wasted. is this some kind of punishment or a sign that I've made a mistake choosing this path or is it just me not wanting to do this course.Friends tell me i need to find motivation but where,who,and what do i need to do to find it. Its coming to end of a whole chapter of my entire teenage life and its going to be a whole new chapter of a new beginning of another lifestyle (as people say so). BUT I DON'T GET IT!!!! What seems to be the matter with me. i pretty much have done it again what used to be good results in college have all changed ever since i came to uni, uni has become like primary and secondary school back home where a D or an F was pretty much normal as i didn't ever care what came into my report card. I mean i did care what for a while when friends would ask what did you get and stuff like that but i never knew that rite after high school that i would end up doing a course that i wouldn't want to be doing.(but when i did it in college it gave me a different picture cause i was getting something i never did during high school or primary i felt that this was a new beginning for me(but turned out to prove me wrong in uni).HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME!!!!!

Bad Results = Bad day,life & time

Woke up this morning pretty late, last night I checked my results online for two of my cross unit assignments which I put in 120 hours into it. With an “F” on both of my previous assignments I was so egger to bounce back from the so call “red zone” guess I presumed incorrectly. Think of it this way 60% of my environmental subject is gone and 50% for my Human Resource subject is another goner too now thanks to the cross unit assignment. Oh and not to forget my hospitality and tourism management subject is also going down the drain another two big “F” on that. Come to think of it this whole semester for me is nothing but bad results. Fuck me man what the hell is going wrong with me I never did score this badly when I was doing my diploma why all of a sudden this is happening to me. I was scoring a minimum of 3.0 on my CGPA never once did I drop to a 2.9 on my CGPA. So why is this happening to me, is it some kind of punishment? wtf man... given up on thinking there is god already ever since I was 15 so if he does exist wtf is he trying to say (if he exist) that I’m doing the wrong course yea I might agree on that but its already been good for me for the past one and a half years in it, I really thought this is it I’m on the rite track but all of a sudden I move on to the bachelors degree “bang” results drop WHY ME!!! Maybe I should be a fishermen or something which doesn’t require me to get a degree wtf. Fuck man I wish it would have been me who fell of that window on that foggy night and not tian leng. Why him?????????